poured out

i am so tired. the fatigue is emotional and physical. i'm being poured out like a drink offering and it's painful. my fabulous to do list for the week has nary a slash mark to be found. and i'm leaning hard into Him. He is the only way i can press on through the interruptions, allergies, and unmet goals. i need to remember how He was poured out for me and be a willing vessel. this is His mission for me this week--that's very clear. but right now...it's really hard.